isthislife

I don’t really remember my ex
I lost my mother’s voice
I don’t even remember myself
But I lost that to survive
I thought it was adapt to live
We just survive to die
Is this life?
Is this life?
My heart is full of pain and regrets
No space for you but keep a place for me
Maybe I can escape – Lie to myself
The misery consumes me
Maybe I can change – Lie to myself
The family I never had
The habit to detach
The hate of myself
Destined for hell
For now I fill myself
With trips around the world
With lies of a better life
Who will cry at the end of mine
At 16 I already died
Is this life?
Is this life?
I’m obsessive
I’m weird
I’m empty
I’m lost
I’m alone
I’m selfish
I’m gone